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June 26, 2007
What does a pair of big boobs bring you?
I spent a long weekend with a crowd. One of the girls was young and beautiful, moreover, she had a pair of big boobs. I was fascinated by how a pair of big breasts influenced the gang: Almost all the men, by the way with their girlfriends besides them, could not take their eyes off her chest, some were more obvious, while some others were a bit subtle. They all tried in some way to impress her or thought aloud:" Her boyfriend is damn lucky, how can't my girlfriend have her breasts?" At that point, they might forget why they fell in love with their girlfriends, apprently not because of the big boobs. More interestingly, all the girls stared at her chest too. Some of them were envious, some of them were a little annoyed by their men's behavours. However everyone became so focused when she started to speak, no matter the topics were.
I find it so amusing. We could say: oh men are so superficial or use their bottom body to think or whatsoever, what about women? Does a pair of big breast threaten you? I can't help but wonder: What does a pair of big breasts really bring you? Confidence physically? Does it lead to a tendency that your intelligence could be underestimated or it gives you an extra channel to surprise people with your intelligence?
Maybe in the end, that pair of boobs, along with the porsche and the boat become the souvenirs of the long weekend and every man or woman will go back to their reality, realizing their women are not Pamela Anderson, of course they are not Brad Pitt either and more importantly, their life is more than a pair of boobs.
Until next time.
Posted by pengbo at 2:19 PM | Comments (1)
June 25, 2007
Home
Sometimes I think in my previous life I must be a fish or dolphin or whatever feels comfortable in the water. Water calms me down, comforts me and makes me feel like, home. Oddly.
Three days. I spent almost three days on or by the water. My soul was dwelling on a totally different place. That beautiful evening, I sneaked out of the house full of people, wine and jokes. Sitting by the water, I opened my book. The breeze caressed my hair, the wave whispered a tender love song, in my world, there was just me, no one else. I put my feet in the water, the water was moving yet I felt that I was touching the ground, solid and safe. We always said that home was where your heart was. That moment, I found home.
Posted by pengbo at 10:41 PM | Comments (0)
June 22, 2007
My wildest dream
It was my first time in months that I truly spent my evening in front of my 42" TV, my impulsive purchase. I still did not understand why I bought it since I barely watched TV until the other day a friend said, "because you are a libra". Ok, that explained it.
An old Oprah show was shouting on the screen talking about realizing people wildest dreams. Some people wanted cars, some people wanted to be with certain celebrities, some people just wanted to be in the show...a woman even wrote to her husband:" if you get me to see Oprah, I will give you sex on command for the rest of your life.." ( hmm, not a bad deal..)
As the excitement, the heat, the tears and the like played as background, I heard "me" ask a question to "myself":" Helen, what is your wildest dream?" And you know what, I could not think of one! I was so pathetic. I used to be a big dreamer and I was always proud of being an unrealistic dreamer. What happened to you Helen? Where were your inspirations, your passions, your hope and your fantasies? Did you allow yourself to be lost in the trivialities? Did you surrender to the practical world?
I, was, pathetic.
Also for the first time in a long time I prayed: God, please help me, help me continue to be able to dream, even in black and white.
Posted by pengbo at 11:04 PM | Comments (1)