June 17, 2006
I am back. Don't know where I belong.
In the past 4 weeks, I haven't written a word, even thought I've had tremendous thoughts and feelings. Maybe they are beyond any word.
In the past 4 weeks, I have stopped worrying about my future, my life and my problems. I lived for the moment. I walked in those narrow small alleys in South China with my camera, discovering the new world throught its eyes; I sat in the crowded Chinese restaurants with my beloved friends, savouring the delicacy of the food and their smile; I played cards with my parents, not minding the laughters would deepen their wrinkles; I opened my eyes in the middle of night, listening to the scream of a horny cat; I could not get my hands off those CDs and DVDs, like doing a big Christmas shopping;I further developped my eternal love relationship with beautiful shoes......
In the past 4 weeks I stopped being a thinker. I only used my limited time to think in between each take-off and landing.
In the past 4 weeks, I tried to stay away from computer and for the first time in a long while, I have realized that it was not a big deal not to be on line.
In the past 4 weeks I forgot many things and rediscover many things as well about myself.
In the past 4 weeks, I laughed, cried, experienced, explored, observed, discovered and most importantly loved.
Too many thoughts often put me to silence, like now. Don't know where to start. I guess I can't do like Norah Jones' New York City, using the same lyrics to express different feelings. To make my babbling feelings less babbling, I decide to take the shortcut to categorize my trip by the cities that I have been.
But now, the jetlag is hitting me so please be patient. I will be back.
Posted by pengbo at June 17, 2006 12:25 AM