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January 31, 2005
Sometimes...
Sometimes I think I am beautiful, I really do.
Sometimes I think I look awful, I really do too.
Sometimes I wish I were a problem girl when I was a teenager.
Sometiems I wish my father is French and my mom stays Chinese so I could speak both Chinese and French naturally.
Sometimes I am too sensitive.
Sometimes I am insensitive at all.
Sometimes I like being surrounded by people.
Sometimes I prefer staying alone, even doing completely, nothing.
Sometimes I am eloquent, blablabla...
Sometimes I am speechless, not counting the moments I lose my voice.
Sometimes I just want to be held when I tremble like falling leaves fighting with my fever. (Men preferred.)
Sometimes I am easily moved to tears to receive a long-distant greeting when I tremble like falling leaves fighting with my fever.
Sometimes I am mature. My mom often says that I am more mature than her. I know she does not refer to the look. Thank God oh no.
Sometimes I am incredibly naive.
Sometimes I like cooking an amazing meal for someone I care about.
Sometimes I like waking up with a delicate Bed & Breakfast prepared by someone I care about.
Sometimes I wish I can sleep through days, weeks, centuries and never wake up.
Sometimes I can't bear even one second closing my eyes to miss the beautiful moment.
Sometimes I am like a philosopher.
Sometimes I am just a naughty girl.
Sometimes I am the most elegant queen walking down the aisle.
Sometimes I am the most clumsy lady getting blacks and blues by any objects with angles.
Sometimes I want to forever forget what happens.
Sometimes I want time to just suspend, never move.
Sometimes I want to be spoiled, even just a little.
Sometimes I want to be bad, even just a little.
Sometimes I am strong enough to just watch the blood dripping from my heart, calm and even with a smile.
Sometimes I am just weak and vulnerable and I do cry.
Sometimes I'd like to be a bitch because Vivian often says that I am too nice.
Sometimes I'd still like to be a bitch when Vivian says " You are sooooo bad".
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Sometimes I miss little Helen with innocent smile....
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Posted by pengbo at January 31, 2005 2:29 AM