Rain Lover

There are people who are brave enough to carry on what they believe to do..
And at the same time I see people who are n't; people who compromise with circumstances even though they know it is not right to do that. And I call them coward...and me? maybe I am..

What can I say to myself?
Life is like that, so don't be mad!
Solve your problems, change yourself, and be glad!
Put a good face to you and never mind...

Why?
Because....
Life is good and life is bad..
That's what people say about life...

But..
But...
I still think this sucks!!
After all, I am living in a shit world..

Whisper with me tonight
meeting of two minds
consummating mentally as one
refreshing our magnetic desires

tossing away pain, fear
just for one moment
let us tap the dying walls
that harbors our passionate souls

meet me after midnight
underneath the waxing moon
I'll be under the tall oak tree
adorning the glow of sensual skin

within enchanting dream forests
embracing as lovers do
let us twirl softly, slowly
spinning our union of love

I step out of the subway and into the street
I can hear it hit softly, like the patter of little feet

It's such a magical time to me , like sunset on the ocean
I'm caught in its spell, and I move in slow motion, almost like wandering around

I move in a close way
I take it slow, no rush, no haste

The rain slowly falls and touches my neck
The rain gently strokes me all around like a lover touching me.

The rain picks up and it soaks my jacket, then my hair
But I have no care...

I smile at the drops, with joy and a great deal of happiness
Thousands of them meet my lips here and there

The rain dances all itself around me
As if it holds me in its arms...

As the rain falls down
I take a step back and I look into myself
It tells me.... 'Take it easy , take it easy..then I will wash off your pain..just give me a smile'
It is whispering as I sit and listen to...

Dream takes me far
Dream takes me alone

In dreams I am safe from the world,
from my pain from pouring rain

Dream takes my soul
Dream takes my body
Dreams take my love...

A moment later I was sitting in a cafe with my notebook.
I started to think something on my way home and that was still in my mind
,which means I will soon write about it.
Lately, I have thought about what I have been thinking about and how that act helped me out so far. As I went down the pages with some meaningless sentences, I kind of realized I was jotting down almost the same thing as I did in the previous pages. I simply stopped there and turned the papers backwards. With a minor difference I penned down the same problem in every pages.
It was almost funny for me to go through my notebook because it was like the Earth revolves around the sun that my thoughts were orbiting with a certain interval. If anyone can look at my notebook, he or she would know what my consistent thoughts are......