I have been sleeping in a red bedroom for 10 months now, I like red but not a "red bedroom", I think I would feel more relaxed and comfortable if I change it to a softer colour....so I decided to change the colour today. Well, we will see how it turns out. Hmm.....just wondering when I will finish painting??
Yippy, digital camera....finally I own it!!!
Karl, I don't have to disturb you any more
love is love
love is to endure everything
.....to be honest with each other
love is understanding and forgiveness
.....forgiving each other
love is like the sun which will last upon the sky
love is a language which communicates from heart to heart
....love is you and me
love is a commitment between my heart and yours
....coz we were meant to be
I did not have a good sleep last night...and when I woke up early this morning...I was hits by a terrible migraine...it was really bad this time, haven't had one this bad for a long time...I took some medicine and went back to bed.
Then the song of the catbirds woke me up...outside the warm air smelled unbelievably fresh...the sky is gray...terrible migraine has gone...seems like a nice day after all.
love and like
......In front of the person you love your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you like you get happy.
......In front of the person you love winter seems like spring
But in front of the person you like winter is just beautiful winter.
......If you look into the eyes of the one you love you blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like you smile.
......In front of the person you love you can`t say everything on your mind
But in front of the person you like you can.
......In front of the person you love you tend to get shy
But in front of the person you like you can show your own self.
......The person you love comes into your mind every 2 minutes
You can`t look straight into the eyes of the one you love
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.
......When the one you love is crying you cry with them
But when the one you like is crying you end up comforting.
The feeling of love starts from the eye and the feeling of like starts from the ear.
So if you stop liking a person you used to like all you need to do is cover your ears.
But if you try to close your eyes...love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after .....
But like can becomes love someday....
I can't see stars when the sun is here...I can only see stars when the darkness come...no, stars did not disappeared when the sun is here, stars are always there upon the sky. Oh star bright, star night, I envy you. I wish I could just disappeared like you but still here.
Listen to music, serfing on the in the net, been around the world just a click on my finger and then I found out there is a parade going on today. So there I went, it was really cool and fun, everyone is happy, dancing and singing, hmm....some of them look really sexy too...hehe to bad that I can't join them in the parade!!
I know I should rest and stay in bed but I just can't do that very well. I feel a little weak and sore but I think that's normal a day after getting out of the hospital and I'm so hungry, haven't ate for 2 days now (only light food and juice) I will try to write again when I get better:)
May it be an evening star
Shines down upon you
May it be when darkness falls
Your hart will be true
You walk a lonely road
How far you are from home
Mornie utķliŽ (darkness has come)
Believe and you will find your way
Mornie alantiŽ (darkness has fallen)
A promise lives within you now
May it be the shadows call
Will fly away
May it be your journey on
To light the day
When the night is overcome
You may rise to find the sun
A promise lives within you... now...
I ask myself, what can I do
I say myself, nothing I can do
I ask myself, what can I say
I say myself, nothing left to say
I ask myself, why I'm here
I say myself, I'm not even here
I ask myslef, why I'm lost
I say myself, coz I don't have enough light
I ask myself, what do I see
I say myself, I see my own reflection
Whenever I feel down, it's like a car that has run out of gas
if someone refills it, that car would run again
So do I, I need some appreciation to extend my life
I have lost my feelings...my dignity...my heart and my soul
If today, my love was refilled
I would have the strength to move and to live again....
10.30 am - arrived at the restaurant, prepared ice water, soup, tea, coffee
11.00 am - opened the door, turned on the lights, put on the music
11.30 am - customers arrived, led customers to table, served drinking water, gave them the menu, wrote down the orders, served them the food, gave them the bill, and said "thank you"
1.30 pm - cleared the tables, took all the dirty dishes away, set the tables for the next customer
2.00 pm - closed the door.
When I was clearing the dirty dishes from the table I overheard a conversation from one of the customers with the owner of the resturant, when she was trying to pay for her meal by interac...the owner was explaining to her how to manage it "you have to put in your code and the machine will lead you through the process" and then the customer said " Do I have to give a tip?", the owner replied, well, this is canada and normally when you go to resturant, people usually give tips coz we serve you food, give you water on a nice clean table, etc. what do you think?
This is how I use to be
This is how I use to feel
I have been here before
Somehow it doesn't feel the same
Something has changed
It is the place or me....
Sometimes....I just want to run away......