I hope I didn't ask too much
just a touch from your heart
will keep us from being apart
Its not hard if you try...
We are together between each other a wall
Can we just open the door
and let our hearts meet once more
Not yet....not too late
if we wait it might be.....
Look me in the eye
tell me why we shouldn't try
Our love will not die and we won't let it fly
I wonder what you're doing right now
I wonder if you think about me, and how
I wonder what would be if we were together
I wonder how much longer I'll have to suffer
I wonder what this will lead us to
I wonder if who I see is really you
And sometimes I just wonder
My mother once told me that "everybody around us including ourselves always have masks on, so we all face each other behind a mask."
At that time I was so young, I couldn't understand the meaning of it. But now I know it means that it is hard to try not to think about what people are really like behind their masks. It's kind of funny because I don't want to know the real faces behind those masks...maybe I'm too scared to know the truth or maybe I just get used to the masks. What would happen if one day everyone stopped putting on their masks? Would the world be better? Perhaps it would even get worse because we couldn't stand the truth.... I don't know why I'm writing about this.....I'm sure I have a mask on my face too, because a lot of times I'm just so tired of it and I just want to put the mask away... out of my reach so that I don't have to put it on when I feel that I need it..sometimes I wonder what I really look like...or maybe I never wear masks at all......well, I just don't know! Sometimes you need to wear a mask, it's not always a bad thing. But if you use masks too much you just might forget who you really are!
Outside looks really miserable again, with heavy snow and strong winds blowing, it has been like this for a few days now..but no matter how terrible it is outside, inside everything still remains the same...
Looking at my baby make me realize how grateful I am to have her around here with me...a baby's mind is so innocent...every time I look at her makes me feel relaxed and peaceful...