My mother once told me that "everybody around us including ourselves always have masks on, so we all face each other behind a mask."

At that time I was so young, I couldn't understand the meaning of it. But now I know it means that it is hard to try not to think about what people are really like behind their masks. It's kind of funny because I don't want to know the real faces behind those masks...maybe I'm too scared to know the truth or maybe I just get used to the masks. What would happen if one day everyone stopped putting on their masks? Would the world be better? Perhaps it would even get worse because we couldn't stand the truth.... I don't know why I'm writing about this.....I'm sure I have a mask on my face too, because a lot of times I'm just so tired of it and I just want to put the mask away... out of my reach so that I don't have to put it on when I feel that I need it..sometimes I wonder what I really look like...or maybe I never wear masks at all......well, I just don't know! Sometimes you need to wear a mask, it's not always a bad thing. But if you use masks too much you just might forget who you really are!

Outside looks really miserable again, with heavy snow and strong winds blowing, it has been like this for a few days now..but no matter how terrible it is outside, inside everything still remains the same...

Looking at my baby make me realize how grateful I am to have her around here with me...a baby's mind is so innocent...every time I look at her makes me feel relaxed and peaceful...