I was looking at the picture of a stylish building. The outside wall was covered with glasses. I was imagining, "what if I was working in the place like that..." I am in a very artsy office and sipping a cup of green tea. I look very professional in a neatly ironed shirt and a mini skirt. I am talking with someone, and we are discussing something very professional. Then I realize that my boyfriend is standing close to me, and in my imagination, we were not a couple anymore for some reason. I say, "Hi..." He says, "hey...." awkward moments...I say, "what are you doing here?" He says, "I just came by to say hi. How have you been?" I say, "I have been doing well, actually, much better, you know?" Then I notice that he is wearing a dress shirt and a tie. They were the only nice clothes he has, and actually his mom bought for him for the company Christmas party one year ago.
Then I came back to the reality. I was crying. I said to myself, "I can never leave him." Just imagining him coming over my new office with his only decent outfit (which is still not decent or appropriate for the place I was at) made me feel sad. I love him. I really do.
Posted by Explorator at March 9, 2006 10:03 PM | TrackBack